I don't know why this happens but there are days that I feel great but I get this one bad feeling coming around all the time.
It's like just one really bad day where nothing happens to me really but I feel hated, stupid, avoided and commercial in the sense that I fall into a certain character of people. On this day I could interpret almost anything and feel the lowest of the low. I feel that they talk to me a certain way because of my appearance and because my facial gestures appear to be, well dumb. I combat this feeling towards people with a serious closed one line comments. It doesn't feel like Im being me when this happens.
Everything else is great for the most part. People are liking my blog and have always liked my film work. I have good friends and a great family...
But on these type of bad days I feel like my mind takes a big hit like if I reset and I have to prove myself all over again. It's not like a bad week or month its just one day. I find myself trying to sleep it off all day when this happens :/