I am only human. Lived in Jakarta but somehow left parts of my heart somewhere else. This blog is about getting on with things as they are. The disasters are all about continuity, about finding ways of enduring in the face of hopelessness; what we do deals in the need to find ways of telling truth in a postmodern world of rumbling emotional chaos. My writings are about both; about bearing the unbearable and giving a true account of it. This is my memories, this is my journey to fade into nothingness.